All these applications and waiting of acceptance is like such an annoyance to me now...
Sometimes i dont know what i really want..
Even if i did thought of what i really want and expressed out, there werent much hearing of approvals.
Sometimes i am thinking what is it i am afraid of? Just what is stopping me?
On the other hand is like how great it is if i were there, new experience, new life... I cant wait to try it...
I think i am gonna have some split personality...
All these are going to drive me nuts.
Labels: Getting it is irritating..