.:Good Bye Grandma...:.
TOday is one of the saddest day of my life.Why?Because this is the day where one family member leave me...My Grandma had left this world.... And this happen quite sudden to me... On this day-11Jul2005 monday,my mum wanted to bring my grandma to the hospital as during those few days my grandma have either been vomiting or did not eat or drink much at all. So on this morning, my mother bathed n fed my grandma...everything was done nicely...and my dad called tt morning too as he knows my mum is bringing my grandma to the hospital and was asking if my mum was ready... My dad spoke to my grandma too and my grandma even reply my dad quite loud as those few days my grandma didnt even speak a word. Den my mum called for the non-emergency ambulance(private)grandma to the hospital..When they arrived,they took a look at my grandma and check for her pulse.Den the paramedic told my mum tt he cant feel the pulse at my grandma's hand...The paramedic told my mum tt my grandma is leaving and ask my mum to call for the emergency ambulance if she still wants to send her to the hospital as their ambulance does not have those emergency equipments for my grandma....It took more than an hour for the emergency ambulance to come.... And as they rrive n check my grandma,my grandma jus leave this world peacefully...So a doctor from a nearby clinic was called up to confirmed my grandma was dead... My mum told me tt maybe my grandma knows tt she is not going to survive,so she rather die at home den in the hospital....As tt day i was still in school i didnt know anything bout it until when i walk under my blk n i saw there was a funeral thing setting up.... And as i walked closer,i really hoped it was not my grandma but i saw those wheelchairs and pillow thrown away near the dustbin was my grandma's one..later on i saw one of my relative and my grandma's body... I quickly took the lift up to my house as i could not accept it in the beginning... i ran home to check,amd my mum told me what had really happened....I was told to go and bath quickly n go down later... As i was bathing,i was crying secretly at the same time....Throughout the 3days funeral, i was holding on to my tears as i did not want to let my family know i was crying..the only time i cry was when i was bathing.... My dad n brother also rush back from Indonesia and Australia for the funeral... I can see tt my dad and brother's eyes were red... As my brother had not seen my grandma for months,he was so shocked that my grandma had become so skinny....
======My Grandma======
When i was young,I always used to think why does other people's grandma don nag n scold pple all the time while my always does...before my grandma was sick last time,she and my grandpa always quarrelled and she would always like to scold n nag the whole day which i used to find it annoying...but of course i remembered the happy times we had together.... Whenever i do not want to eat or eating slowly,my grandma would always ask me to have a challenge with her for who will eat finish first.And she and my grandpa would always fetch me back from PAP... My grandma used to push me in the trolley to her friend's house or bring me out to play.... One of my relative who was my grandma's goddaughter told my mum tt she dreamt of my grandma was smiling at her and was like in the past where she is still fit n strong n not sitting on the wheelchair....i have also dreamt of my grandma but i think maybe i was missing of her too much...Now tt my grandma is gone, i will always remember the memories we had together... Goodbye Grandma....